A lot of my posts are Mental Health related and how I’m not coping well but now its time to focus on things that I’m looking forward to.
Its been a shit year to put it mildly with the break down of my family and my time in hospital.
The fight just to be seen by professionals is hard enough especially when you’re in a hole you can’t get out of yourself.
So what have I got to focus on to occupy me which makes me think things are looking up?
As I got older Christmas kind of lost its meaning and was just another day until I has children and I look forward to the time where the music starts, decorations go up and wrapping presents to go under the tree.
Waiting to watch them on Christmas morning open up their gifts all excited gives it some sort of meaning again.
Bethie is now 2 and is starting to understand the excitement of Christmas which may be the cutest thing in the world.
A day which is purely meant for family to be together and enjoy each others time and of course the dinner is a bonus.
Cheryl and the 2 eldest children has started a new adventure.
I can’t say much as I have been told it’s a secret and not to say too much but it involves them having to film in London.
This will open new avenues for them all and I’m excited to see where they take it from here.
Going back to work next year
This one I’m excited for.
After battling my corner for so long and hitting nothing but brick walls I see some light.
The doctors have agreed to change my medication to an injection that will last for months in my system and if I react well to and of course behave myself them they will help me back into work.
This is something I’ve wanted to do for ages and feel I would benefit from it and finally they have listened and are willing to help me on my journey.
A New Year
I’m so looking forward to this year to be over and just to start a fresh new year.
A new start where I can start it on a good note and make it count for something.
Who know 2019 can be the year for the Giraffe!